Okay so I think everyone needs to know what's going on with me. Things are really bad right now. Like, super terrible. I'm losing or have lost some of my hearing and I don't know how it's going to progress. My vision has also been getting worse and worse, more tunnelled with week peripheral vision. At night it's impossible to see anything. This has been happening all year but I've kinda kept it in the back burner of my mind, only noticing it kind of passively. Now though I've had this huge panic attack and I'm realising the full extent of the situation. Things could be getting really bad and are pretty goddam awful at the moment. It's difficult to focus when people are talking and drawing is becoming super difficult due to my physical problems and all of the anxiety. And yeah its putting me in a dangerous position. One that could result in me doing something terrible to myself. Usually I make a point to not put personal information online but this is super important and a lot of you are my friends and deserve to know. I'm really scared guys. What does anyone do in this sort of situation? Its fucking terrifying to be honest. My problems have all been mental up to this point. Nothing has ever been like this before. So, yeah just thought everyone should know that I'll be a little absent for awhile or longer. Just until I can figure something out. Thanks.